In our life there comes a situation where u fear every steps that r been tken and think couple of times whether to do it or no, where dont wanna face anymore probs still we have thousands of expectation in mind or can say hopes, which is the only way to keep yourself calm for the moment just like a mom calming child and making her understand excess intake of chocolate can spoil ur teeth though the child wont like stop having even after knowing its hazard but will may understand as time goes n the teeth start decaying yet for his satisfaction to feel gud may have it hidingly but not with tht open gladness and enjoyment due to fear of going to dentist then imagining the painful treatment.
Our heart is always a kid it enjoys all the feelings, faces all the problems and bears it innocently at one part of our life (time between teenage) but then it gets wounded and got hurt many times still resist and tries go forward with the world, the only world tht we can bear and live is practical world, fantasies days have faded (the saddest thing tht i feel is this fact, i wish i shudnt have born in this generation) before we could have left most of our decisions to destiny because most of us were innocent but now we can predict our destiny but now i feel at a part now a days many a times seeing this world many experts have turned and can predict it for you (one who have experienced things in life and who have got out of the fantasy world).
MY FANTASY
My fantasy hmm people in my life that i have at present is to lead with them incase of parents i should be their pride where they dreamt to be top of world and to gain the best love from their children.. Fantasy in case of studies would be just to have a gud reputed job for a year and earn lots of money and experience which would lead me an easy MBian student life ;) no pain for mom n dad let them fulfil their dreams be young and romantic couples forever :D ;)...
Hmm my bro should get his best in his life n should b the same person who wud argue with me and then forget what had happened at the very nxt moment n then speak on new topic and fight on it :D... worlds best carrying and commanding bro cum friend.
Incase of friends hmmm wanna be their sweetest friend and never hurt them at the same time all should get married in the same week together cant bear them to go far earlier because once married all has to change and lead the life tht would keep ur prince happy :(.. Realised how much it hurts when a frnd go far :((.. Then my one more dream is to all get into media n open up an ad agency and work in the same firm where our agency would have a unique quality in all of it corner :D ;)..
In case of love and relationship hmm jst simple dont want any confusion and shouldnt led me to think before saying to some one "hey thts my guy" and "the only one which could really make me realise what am i and how good listener am i" "yeah i love him means i love him no1 can stop me here" that shud be the confidence in a relation tht i shud get :D lolz.. n here there shouldnt have any regrest but can fight, cry, smile laugh love but express everything let every moment be special and truthful, shud confess everything forgiving is my job but would only forget things if it was a mistake and not for a purpose. Wanna love some1 more than anything n amke him feel most special and luckiest and i know i can do it if he makes me feel yes he is my imperfect one n thru his love wud become a perfect and he should accept it with no fear and trust in love tht he is with me.. :).. not a bolbachan would then do anything for him and he wud b my hubby for sure ;) lets wait for him... ;) Emotions and senti appears when we fear tht we r gonna loose and tfor him u r no1 jst some1 who keeps him complete for a while :(.. but if its other way if he says dear u r the one for me whom i wud like to make my partner still not hope for it but i love u n dont wanna u to b hurted tht wud also be a fair relation where some1 wud proudly say yes he is the one who with whom i miss to spend my life but he deserved the best jst like me :)..
yeah from this i remebered guys!!! we all might b having or had a love relation but things doesnt remain same forever and people too differ u might see them as similar thts because of ur look out and stubborn thinking tht u dont want to change, change the laws of life tht u learnt ang going thru stop thinking oh my i dont wanna get this and tht still i do like this girl or boy but would never allow my heart to love her i dont wanna get betrayed or hurted if thts in mind betr become a sage than giving hopes and keeping hopes later on realising what was the life with him or her after he or she leaving ur life u wud know what they meant (a thing tht even i need to learn and realise). A promise i wudnt ever try to experiment some1 in life so betr is to jst make mistakes once or twice instead of making it a habit ;) :D
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