I have been truthful in my life as much as i can still when people blame saying that i am not trustworthy it makes me think why did i sacrifice my good days where i know i amn't doing anything wrong or out of limit but just left all that thinking someone wud feel bad if i live the life the way i felt and enjoy it to its fullest. Love made me weak and weaker i have always listened and did things what my love for him wanted to do, never listened to myself knowing even i cud be happy enjoying my life the way he does with no rules. I did stop him only when i feared i might lose him. I am trying my best to get your love but that doesn't mean i will continue trying leaving my self respect aside though my mind and heart is always besides you but i am not physically around you. Take me in the right way, i can plead to you to understand and trust me but i cant keep proving it so hard always. Even you do love me accept me the way i am please i cant be molded to be more introvert.
Have tried to come above your expectations by sacrificing a lot.. but still its not to fair to be blamed saying i am not truthful its all a drama that i am doing in front of you.. Its noting like what you think it hurts and i am feared even for the smallest mistake i do that i may lose just bcoz i become over careful i end doing mistake and turn to be bad infront of you.
I Love You..
But i know there is a limit to be crazy..
I am really irritating person and i understand when u react the same with me but there is a lots of difference between a gal and boy. Boys can blame gals for thousand reason but the way a gal sacrifices her way of making joy and fun knowing it is never wrong but just because she wants see her love happy and never feel bad at the same time a boy wud say its my right to enjoy the way i wanna and the i will live the way i want and a gal has to understand quietly and keep smiling.
Who says discrimination between a boy and gal has ended look into your own life u will find discrimination very nearly that we do..
